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23. i wish i was better at putting my thoughts into words. I say what I mean and mean what I say; take it or leave it, I don't need your criticism. I write for me and that's great if someone can relate. This is everything; from beautiful to ugly in my world. Make your life, Don't let it make you.
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fullyactivated:

This is pretty cool and eye-opening. I wish someone would do this sort of thing with male 6-pack ab models. 

They even Photoshopped the woman behind Selena’s arm, because apparently not only do celebrities have to be thin, but they must also only associate with other thin people…

Enrico Francis has been caught

This pisses me off so incredibly much!

This is ridiculous. And disgusting. beautiful people being photoshopped to fit impossible standards AND most of the non-caucasian women are being white washed so they look more “appealing” 

This is so wrong.These women are all gorgeous, fit, and talented- yet they need to be made smaller and perkier, in order to make us all feel inadequate. What the hey.

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elizabethmohler:

We all have the potential to fall in love a thousand times in our lifetime. It’s easy. The first girl I ever loved was someone I knew in sixth grade. Her name was Missy; we talked about horses. The last girl I love will be someone I haven’t even met yet, probably. They all count. But there are…

Love this ♥

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Persistence pays off! After days of negotiating with the UT advisor regarding my transfer credits and my work experience, I got myself out of 6credits so far which saves me over $1,000! :) I’m planning to start UT in the summer. I hope I am hired in then & hopefully work will pay for it! I wish I wouldnt have waited…

Last night I signed up for the gym. Planet Fitness is right by my house and it’s only $10/mo with no contract! :)

Today I have my first volleyball game. Rich from work was recruiting people to join teams. I joined a team with random people, the only person I know is my coworker, Michele. So I am nervous. Kolleen is filling in for her for me though because Michele is missing the first 3 games. Nervous because i’ve never played sports, am uncoordinated but I figured I need to get out of my shell :)

I started reading this book, “A Million Little Pieces” by James Frey - about a drug addict. It’s pretty good so far! With me being a grammar nazi, i hate that they use “all right” instead of “alright” and capitalize improper nouns. lol

that’s the excitement in my life right now. it feels good to participate. i feel like i was a wallflower before.

Woo for life :)

Sometimes we tell the same sad story over and over…and it’s almost as if we’re looking for that one answer that will make everything okay so it will all make sense.

We could simply give the short version of a breakup or a bad situation but sometimes I think we are looking for so much more.

I feel like just like some people are addicted to cigarettes, alcohol, drugs, etc..that some people can also be addicted to certain people. Not in a stalker, creepy way, but in a way that you know they’re no good for you yet you can’t pull yourself away. You feel so drawn to them despite the damage they do to you. Those are the unhealthy relationships in this world..The ones that have side effects that screw with your mind long after you quit them.

“you’re just like a pill, instead of making me better, keep making me ill.” -pink

weening myself off after getting pulled in by another one. silly me. *sigh*

he just needs to fuck off now.